Moving on

Much to my chagrin I started an internet dating profile.

Learn how to flirt for god's sake! That way you won't need the internet. Just flash men your slit... that seems to be all they want anyway...

(post script: I could only handle the internet dating for slightly over 24 hours - I deleted the profile and will try to learn how to flirt)

(post post script: Sad. I miss p and know that he didn't just want a slit, but he didn't want me, in the end. He wanted his children, he didn't want to bother me with his unsettled life, and ultimately, he didn't want me... that's my take home message. Supposedly there is someone here for me, but I don't see them/it. All I see is that I am alone, 38 and cannot foresee anyone wanting to be with me. I am and will be alone.)