Nutbar

12 months. If I don't find the Albert to my Victoria I will pimp myself out for an arranged marriage. I want to be married in this life.

I'd rather find the Albert to my Victoria but I don't expect the universe to act on my behalf so I'll settle for what comes my way. S gave me the opportunity, which I thought he was testing me. He said there was someone for me here... I said no because I was with Paul. Now Paul has told me to fuck off and the opportunity is likely long gone (it was 3 years ago after all).

I'm such an idiot. I was trying to do the right thing and I ended up screwing myself.