2 sides

I am a horrible human being. Nasty, cold, calculating. The flip side, I am also the person who would walk through the hot coals for you, weeps at the thought of puppies being hurt by bad men, am so flexible I could tie myself into knots trying to please others.

I would be the person who would step in, tend to the bad man who hurt puppies, then slip into the shadows again. Can I do that? Please?

Love to the nth degree but also loathe to the same degree. How does this actually work and why is it I feel like I know someone who reads my words regularly. I mean know (not in a biblical way, but have known you for years in the flesh).

Sigh. This life is so odd. So very alone but connected in ways I have no understanding or influence over.